The unbearable lightness of being

"Some fools rave of happiness
Blissfulness
Togetherness
Some fools fool themselves
I guess"

Almost half a year has passed and I'm still missing her. Yes, yes, I know... I'm grumbling... but I just don't know what could I do, I don't know if forgetting should take that long... Everybody says I'll forget her sooner or later, that I'm not the only one with a broken heart, bla bla bla... The truth is these days I don't miss her as much as I used to, but it's still a lot... but, could you blame me for this? after all, I spent 4 years of my life with her... or perhaps I'm sick and all I need is just a psychologist and a straitjacket.

Whatever. But that is not my only problem, now it seems I cannot fall in love... I have to compare every girl I see with... well, with her... and I don't like any, because this is too blonde, or because she's not enough, because that it's too smart or maybe because she is not... Should this happen? I've never been too "normal", but this sounds too odd, even for me...

Anyway, it will pass... or I hope so